Happy New Year!

I Love You...

Merry Christmas...

Christmas is a time to reflect and share the gifts you have with those you love.

I have been very blessed this year to be given a new chance on life & on love with my family and friends.

All I wanted for Christmas was a new beginning.

And now I think I'm going to finally have that chance.

I'm done searching for love.

It's time for love to find me.

Happy Birthday Jesus!

Superwoman...

"Superwoman"

by Jonathan V. Llamas

12/22/09

(Verse 1)

Up in the sky

Who can it be

She flies and she glides so elegantly

But when I try to catch her eye

All she does is fly away from me

But when she moves, she moves like the air

The very air that breathes life into me

And when she speaks, it's plain to see

That every word comes naturally

(Chorus)

She's my Superwoman

Yeah she flies so high

Saving the world, one smile at a time

Yeah she's my superwoman

Her power is key

To break the spell that she cast upon me

She's my superwoman

(Verse 2)

She may not be good

She may not be bad

But she is the best that I ever had

She wears no red cape,

No silly blue tights,

But I'll fight for her with all of my might

And when she's done saving our whole world

I'll always be waiting cause she's my lovely girl

And I don't care what anyone has to say

Cause she's my superwoman at the end of the day

(Bridge)

And when the world seems at its bleakest

She'll swoop real fast from the world's evil clutches

But I'll look back knowing what we both have is

Love's Kryptonite, yeah we both know its magic

(Chorus 2)

She's my superwoman

Yeah she flies so high

Saving the world, one smile at at time

Yeah she's my superwoman

Her power is key

To break the spell that she cast upon me

She's my superwoman

At the end of the day

She flies so high, I don't know what to say

She's my superwoman

Her power is key

To keep the love that she has for me

She's my superwoman...

I'm Fine...

Informal Writing #1 (ONE MORE WEEK!!!)

Well  I just got back from school a few minutes ago and I'm officially DONE with it. Well not officially, but I'm just ready for it to be over and done with!!! I just don't wanna deal with all the homework, tests, projects, and stress for the next few weeks that I'm just excited for it to finally end. I guess there's just something about this time of the year that makes everyone want Christmas vacation to officially start already! Well, at least I do, haha.

So, its raining outside!!! I don't know about you, but I really really love the rain! There's just something  calming about the sound of it on my window that just makes me forget about everything that's been on my mind. And trust me, a lot has been on my mind lately...

It's not that I don't wanna worry about life right now, but there's just so much to think about. My future, my education, my friends & family, I don't know if I can handle it all. I'm trying really hard, I really am, but sometimes I feel that it's just too much for me to handle. Let's just hope that the Christmas vacation can help me figure things out...

So right now, Crawl is playing on my computer, and I must say that I'm in love with this song. No, I mean I'm deeply in L-O-V-E with this song! I've been addicted to it ever since I first heard it on her Myspace, and now I am constantly playing it in my car or whenever I just listen to my iPod, haha. It's just THAT GOOD! I dunno, maybe it's because I can pretty much relate this song to my life right now and what I've been going through? Haha more or less, I don't think I'm gonna get tired of it anytime soon =)

Oh damn, my roof is freaking leaking!!! WTF?! I know right?! And we just fixed it last year!!! This is lame!!! Now I gotta put a bucket to help stop the water from drippin' all over the place! Oh well...

What else, what else???

Oh, & I officially hate FACEBOOK & TWITTER NOW! Well not officially hate it but it's because they're both just so damn addicting!!! There isn't a day where I don't check em' both for new notifications or tweets, and lately my friends has been complaining cause I tweet too much! Haha ooops! Sorry na lang si la, kase I'm pretty much hooked on them na! Haha, retarded I know but it's the freaking truth! LOL

Hmmm, well I think that's pretty much it I guess...

It's funny cause I've never really done this before, (this meaning informal writing) but it's kinda fun, so maybe I'll write a little more like this on my upcoming Christmas Vacation. Haha, we shall see...

So yeah, that's all for now...  

ONE MORE FREAKING WEEK TO GO!!! Then, onto CHRISTMAS VACATION!!!

=)

Happiness...

I'll Be There...

I’ll be there for you when you need someone
To come and hold you tight
I’ll be there for you even if you call
In the middle of the night

I’ll be there for you when the rain won’t stop
Falling upon your life
I’ll wipe your tears and chase your fears
I’ll help you with your fight

I’ll do my best to protect you from harm
To keep you safe and well
And when you have a problem hidden
I’ll be the one you can tell

I’ll take your darkest night
And I’ll make it bright for you
And even if we are far apart
My heart will still be true

And even if I'm not here to stay

I wont give up… I’ll fight for us
Every hour of every day...

Pssssssst...

Pssssst...

 I have a secret to tell you.

I've been wanting to say it for awhile now but
I haven't gotten the courage to say it until today.

It involves you.

YES YOU SILLY!
No its NOT bad, so don't worry. 

But I don't think you're ready to hear it just yet.

What's that?

You are?!

Well are you sure?

Are you really really sure?

Haha, okay I believe you.

Well here it goes.

My secret is that I __________________________! 

Phew! That was really hard to say.

What was that? You didn't hear it?!

Well that's too bad I guess.

What do you mean you want me to say it again?!

I'm not gonna say it twice!
It was hard enough the first time!

Maybe you're just gonna have to figure it out yourself...

:)

Venting...

Christmas is just around the corner and I have so many things on my mind.

I am loaded with so much to work/tests/projects and so little time to do it that I wonder if I'll be able to keep up with it all.

To top it all off, lately I've been having my share of problems that I just don't need right now.

Why does it seem like whenever I need a break, or whenever I just need some time to think, something always happens that adds pressure to my already hectic life?

Honestly? Why can't I just catch a break for once?

Why does all this shit happen when I don't need it to?

To tell you the truth, I am so tired of feeling this way.

I am so tired of feeling like my best isn't good enough and that whatever I do doesn't come close to what you think I should be doing.

I'm tired of feeling confused, feeling afraid, feeling anything for you that makes me who I am.

I hate it and I hate feeling this way.

I'm done with you and it never felt so good...

Thought This Was Cute...

 Girl says:

I can’t promise you perfection cause that is not who I am. I can’t promise you forever, cause I don’t hold fate within my hands. I can’t promise you the sunshine, because I know there will be rain. I can’t promise you complete happiness, cause with true love, there comes pain. I can’t promise to always smile, cause life always has a way to make me cry. I can’t promise to always stand strong, cause it’s never easy to want to give life another try.

Guy says:

I know you’re not perfection. To me, you’re so much more. I know we may not have forever, So I treasure every moment with you, in case another one isn’t in store. Yes, I’d like the sunshine. But I’ll stand with you through the rain. Your happiness is my happiness. So I’ll do whatever I can to ease your pain. When I first saw you smile, I fell in love at once. And even deeper I fell, the first time I saw you cry. It was at that moment I realized, I wanted to protect you. And always be the one to wipe the tears from your eyes. I know that life is difficult, and has given you more than your fair share of pain and lies, but that’s why I’ll be your strength when yours falls broken… And give you my wings to fly...

:)

There are no words in this world that can express how you make me feel.

Whenever I wake up each morning and look at my phone all I can do is smile. 

We talk everyday and night about almost anything, until you fall asleep on me.

But that's okay.

Because you make my day by just simply greeting me "goodmorning."

Then we wake up and we do it all over again...

I hope it never ends

:)