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Trainwreck...

Happy New Year!

I Love You...

Merry Christmas...

Christmas is a time to reflect and share the gifts you have with those you love.

I have been very blessed this year to be given a new chance on life & on love with my family and friends.

All I wanted for Christmas was a new beginning.

And now I think I'm going to finally have that chance.

I'm done searching for love.

It's time for love to find me.

Happy Birthday Jesus!

Superwoman...

"Superwoman"

by Jonathan V. Llamas

12/22/09

(Verse 1)

Up in the sky

Who can it be

She flies and she glides so elegantly

But when I try to catch her eye

All she does is fly away from me

But when she moves, she moves like the air

The very air that breathes life into me

And when she speaks, it's plain to see

That every word comes naturally

(Chorus)

She's my Superwoman

Yeah she flies so high

Saving the world, one smile at a time

Yeah she's my superwoman

Her power is key

To break the spell that she cast upon me

She's my superwoman

(Verse 2)

She may not be good

She may not be bad

But she is the best that I ever had

She wears no red cape,

No silly blue tights,

But I'll fight for her with all of my might

And when she's done saving our whole world

I'll always be waiting cause she's my lovely girl

And I don't care what anyone has to say

Cause she's my superwoman at the end of the day

(Bridge)

And when the world seems at its bleakest

She'll swoop real fast from the world's evil clutches

But I'll look back knowing what we both have is

Love's Kryptonite, yeah we both know its magic

(Chorus 2)

She's my superwoman

Yeah she flies so high

Saving the world, one smile at at time

Yeah she's my superwoman

Her power is key

To break the spell that she cast upon me

She's my superwoman

At the end of the day

She flies so high, I don't know what to say

She's my superwoman

Her power is key

To keep the love that she has for me

She's my superwoman...

I'm Fine...

Informal Writing #1 (ONE MORE WEEK!!!)

Well  I just got back from school a few minutes ago and I'm officially DONE with it. Well not officially, but I'm just ready for it to be over and done with!!! I just don't wanna deal with all the homework, tests, projects, and stress for the next few weeks that I'm just excited for it to finally end. I guess there's just something about this time of the year that makes everyone want Christmas vacation to officially start already! Well, at least I do, haha.

So, its raining outside!!! I don't know about you, but I really really love the rain! There's just something  calming about the sound of it on my window that just makes me forget about everything that's been on my mind. And trust me, a lot has been on my mind lately...

It's not that I don't wanna worry about life right now, but there's just so much to think about. My future, my education, my friends & family, I don't know if I can handle it all. I'm trying really hard, I really am, but sometimes I feel that it's just too much for me to handle. Let's just hope that the Christmas vacation can help me figure things out...

So right now, Crawl is playing on my computer, and I must say that I'm in love with this song. No, I mean I'm deeply in L-O-V-E with this song! I've been addicted to it ever since I first heard it on her Myspace, and now I am constantly playing it in my car or whenever I just listen to my iPod, haha. It's just THAT GOOD! I dunno, maybe it's because I can pretty much relate this song to my life right now and what I've been going through? Haha more or less, I don't think I'm gonna get tired of it anytime soon =)

Oh damn, my roof is freaking leaking!!! WTF?! I know right?! And we just fixed it last year!!! This is lame!!! Now I gotta put a bucket to help stop the water from drippin' all over the place! Oh well...

What else, what else???

Oh, & I officially hate FACEBOOK & TWITTER NOW! Well not officially hate it but it's because they're both just so damn addicting!!! There isn't a day where I don't check em' both for new notifications or tweets, and lately my friends has been complaining cause I tweet too much! Haha ooops! Sorry na lang si la, kase I'm pretty much hooked on them na! Haha, retarded I know but it's the freaking truth! LOL

Hmmm, well I think that's pretty much it I guess...

It's funny cause I've never really done this before, (this meaning informal writing) but it's kinda fun, so maybe I'll write a little more like this on my upcoming Christmas Vacation. Haha, we shall see...

So yeah, that's all for now...  

ONE MORE FREAKING WEEK TO GO!!! Then, onto CHRISTMAS VACATION!!!

=)

Happiness...

I'll Be There...

I’ll be there for you when you need someone
To come and hold you tight
I’ll be there for you even if you call
In the middle of the night

I’ll be there for you when the rain won’t stop
Falling upon your life
I’ll wipe your tears and chase your fears
I’ll help you with your fight

I’ll do my best to protect you from harm
To keep you safe and well
And when you have a problem hidden
I’ll be the one you can tell

I’ll take your darkest night
And I’ll make it bright for you
And even if we are far apart
My heart will still be true

And even if I'm not here to stay

I wont give up… I’ll fight for us
Every hour of every day...

Pssssssst...

Pssssst...

 I have a secret to tell you.

I've been wanting to say it for awhile now but
I haven't gotten the courage to say it until today.

It involves you.

YES YOU SILLY!
No its NOT bad, so don't worry. 

But I don't think you're ready to hear it just yet.

What's that?

You are?!

Well are you sure?

Are you really really sure?

Haha, okay I believe you.

Well here it goes.

My secret is that I __________________________! 

Phew! That was really hard to say.

What was that? You didn't hear it?!

Well that's too bad I guess.

What do you mean you want me to say it again?!

I'm not gonna say it twice!
It was hard enough the first time!

Maybe you're just gonna have to figure it out yourself...

:)

Venting...

Christmas is just around the corner and I have so many things on my mind.

I am loaded with so much to work/tests/projects and so little time to do it that I wonder if I'll be able to keep up with it all.

To top it all off, lately I've been having my share of problems that I just don't need right now.

Why does it seem like whenever I need a break, or whenever I just need some time to think, something always happens that adds pressure to my already hectic life?

Honestly? Why can't I just catch a break for once?

Why does all this shit happen when I don't need it to?

To tell you the truth, I am so tired of feeling this way.

I am so tired of feeling like my best isn't good enough and that whatever I do doesn't come close to what you think I should be doing.

I'm tired of feeling confused, feeling afraid, feeling anything for you that makes me who I am.

I hate it and I hate feeling this way.

I'm done with you and it never felt so good...

Thought This Was Cute...

 Girl says:

I can’t promise you perfection cause that is not who I am. I can’t promise you forever, cause I don’t hold fate within my hands. I can’t promise you the sunshine, because I know there will be rain. I can’t promise you complete happiness, cause with true love, there comes pain. I can’t promise to always smile, cause life always has a way to make me cry. I can’t promise to always stand strong, cause it’s never easy to want to give life another try.

Guy says:

I know you’re not perfection. To me, you’re so much more. I know we may not have forever, So I treasure every moment with you, in case another one isn’t in store. Yes, I’d like the sunshine. But I’ll stand with you through the rain. Your happiness is my happiness. So I’ll do whatever I can to ease your pain. When I first saw you smile, I fell in love at once. And even deeper I fell, the first time I saw you cry. It was at that moment I realized, I wanted to protect you. And always be the one to wipe the tears from your eyes. I know that life is difficult, and has given you more than your fair share of pain and lies, but that’s why I’ll be your strength when yours falls broken… And give you my wings to fly...

:)

There are no words in this world that can express how you make me feel.

Whenever I wake up each morning and look at my phone all I can do is smile. 

We talk everyday and night about almost anything, until you fall asleep on me.

But that's okay.

Because you make my day by just simply greeting me "goodmorning."

Then we wake up and we do it all over again...

I hope it never ends

:)

19 Reasons To Be Thankful...

Last year, I made this really long list of all the things that I was most thankful for during that holiday season.

This year, I would like to do it again with a few major minor changes.

So here it goes.

1. First of all, I am most thankful for the Lord God, and for all the blessings that I have received during the course of my life.

2. I thankful for my parents, and for sacrificing so much to give me everything that I often take for granted.

3. I am thankful for my siblings Mariel, Jason & Kriselle for being the best siblings any kuya can ask for.

4. I am thankful for my Second Family, and for being the first people I turn to whenever I feel down or upset.

5. I am thankful for my friends, for always believing in me despite all the ups and downs of life and never giving up on me especially during the most difficult times.

6. I am thankful for the food that I eat.

       7. I am thankful for the clothes on my back.

      8. I am thankful for the roof over my head.

9. I am thankful for my education, because I know how difficult is to have an education in this world.

10. I am thankful for the talents that I have, and my ability to share my music with the people I love.

11. I am thankful for my health, and for being healthy despite the many people who constantly suffer from diseases and illnesses each and everyday.

12. I am thankful for my enemies/haters, because they  motivate and inspire me to be the best person I can be.

13. I am thankful for my Filipino heritage and the values and morals that come along with it.

14. I am thankful for my Lakers and for keeping the love of basketball in my heart.

15. I am thankful for mistakes, because they remind me that I'm not perfect and that's okay.

16. I am thankful for being able to have a job especially during these tough economic times.

17. I am thankful for Facebook, Myspace, Twitter, Tumblr, and Blogspot for enabling me to keep in touch with the people that I love so much.

18. I am thankful for being alive and for having the opportunity to experience and learn new things.

19. Last but not least, I am especially thankful for having you in my life, because you reminded me how beautiful life is when I first met you...

This is for you

I hope you like it.

Wishing...

 

“Some say it is a sin to love, I never did ask why, But, if I sin in loving you, I’ll sin until I die.” - Unknown

Someday,

Somehow,

Some way,

I'll wait for you.

I don't know how & I don't know when.

But something tells me that you are worth every second...

Reaching...

Girl, you are like summer rain
soft and warm and delicate
and I am a foolish boy
tryin' to catch every drop of you on my tongue..
but there's just too many
and I can't get enough... 

You're inches from my fingertips
I've come as close as I can get
I'm reaching but the rest is up to you.
cause I don't ever wanna miss
being here with you like this 

I'm trying but it's all that i can do. 

I'm reaching but the rest is up to you.

the rest is up to you...

<3

Just Sometimes...

Sometimes the loudest voice is heard from the smallest person.

Sometimes the people that we often take for granted, are the ones that mean the most to us.

Sometimes we need step back and look at the bigger picture as opposed to the tiny details.

Sometimes all we need in this life is someone to reassure us that they can love us for who we are as opposed to who we try to be.

Sometimes I wish that life can be this easy. But it never is.

Just know that I'll always be here to try to make your sometimes a reality...

Our Random Conversation...

Her: Are you there alone?
Me: Yes, that's why it sucks =(
Her: Well is it safe?
Me: What do you mean is it safe?
Her: Well someone might try to get in there or something. Haha.
Me: Well I'm at the place where they sell the tickets, so I'm used to all the crazy people at night. I'm not scared.
Her: I'm just joking. Be careful! Haha when you get off. RUN to your car and lock the doors.
Me: Are you trying to scare me? lol
Her: Is it working? Haha
Me: Thanks for caring! :P I guess you're hoping that I get mugged too huh? lol
Her: Haha I'm just kidding!
Me: If something bad happens to me and I don't text you, it's you're fault! haha
Her: No! Haha you BETTER text me when you get in the car.
Me: Well you better HOPE I get to my car safely! Haha
Her: I KNOW you will!
Me: Well IF I don't, you know who to blame! :P
Her: Are you trying to scare me?
Me: Is it working? lol
Her: Hahaha :P well text me before ou start driving ok? So I know you're safe.
Me: Ok, but its not certain yet... :P
Her: Don't scare yourself!
Me: More like YOU should be scared of not getting a text back! Haha
Her: Well I better get that text or else. Haha
Me: Or else what?
Her: I'll think of something. Haha
Me: You didn't have anything to begin with! :P
Her: Okay I got nothing. Don't get me all worried now. Haha
Me: Okay well I'm off now!!! If I don't text you... well you know. Haha
Her: You better text!
Her: Why aren't you texting me?!
Her: Text me back or text me never =)
Me: Did I scare you? Haha
Her: Hahaha uhuh, now you reply!
Me: Pssh I should've just not texted you! Okay I'll text you when I get home... =)
Her: No, I knew you'd reply. Haha. Text me when you get home. No texting while driving :P

* Thanks for keeping me company*

=)

Happy One Year Anniversary Blogger!

November 2, 2009 marked the one year anniversary of my blog and I must say that so many things has happened over the course of that year.

I experienced so much pain, heartache, disappointment, happiness, and love and everything else in between that really changed the way I looked at life and what it had to offer.

I've grown so much over the course of the year and looking back at my old posts made me realize all the emotions and experiences that  I've gone through to put myself where I am today.

It wasn't as smooth of year as I would have liked, but I am grateful for everything that has happened, good and bad, because I know it just helped me become a much stronger person and individual.

Now at this present time, I don't know what the future will hold for me or what will come. But whatever happens, I hope that I can use everything that I have learned from the past to make the present that much better.

Happy One Year Anniversary Blogger & thanks for all the memories...

=)