I'm Fine...

Informal Writing #1 (ONE MORE WEEK!!!)

Well  I just got back from school a few minutes ago and I'm officially DONE with it. Well not officially, but I'm just ready for it to be over and done with!!! I just don't wanna deal with all the homework, tests, projects, and stress for the next few weeks that I'm just excited for it to finally end. I guess there's just something about this time of the year that makes everyone want Christmas vacation to officially start already! Well, at least I do, haha.

So, its raining outside!!! I don't know about you, but I really really love the rain! There's just something  calming about the sound of it on my window that just makes me forget about everything that's been on my mind. And trust me, a lot has been on my mind lately...

It's not that I don't wanna worry about life right now, but there's just so much to think about. My future, my education, my friends & family, I don't know if I can handle it all. I'm trying really hard, I really am, but sometimes I feel that it's just too much for me to handle. Let's just hope that the Christmas vacation can help me figure things out...

So right now, Crawl is playing on my computer, and I must say that I'm in love with this song. No, I mean I'm deeply in L-O-V-E with this song! I've been addicted to it ever since I first heard it on her Myspace, and now I am constantly playing it in my car or whenever I just listen to my iPod, haha. It's just THAT GOOD! I dunno, maybe it's because I can pretty much relate this song to my life right now and what I've been going through? Haha more or less, I don't think I'm gonna get tired of it anytime soon =)

Oh damn, my roof is freaking leaking!!! WTF?! I know right?! And we just fixed it last year!!! This is lame!!! Now I gotta put a bucket to help stop the water from drippin' all over the place! Oh well...

What else, what else???

Oh, & I officially hate FACEBOOK & TWITTER NOW! Well not officially hate it but it's because they're both just so damn addicting!!! There isn't a day where I don't check em' both for new notifications or tweets, and lately my friends has been complaining cause I tweet too much! Haha ooops! Sorry na lang si la, kase I'm pretty much hooked on them na! Haha, retarded I know but it's the freaking truth! LOL

Hmmm, well I think that's pretty much it I guess...

It's funny cause I've never really done this before, (this meaning informal writing) but it's kinda fun, so maybe I'll write a little more like this on my upcoming Christmas Vacation. Haha, we shall see...

So yeah, that's all for now...  

ONE MORE FREAKING WEEK TO GO!!! Then, onto CHRISTMAS VACATION!!!

=)

Happiness...

I'll Be There...

I’ll be there for you when you need someone
To come and hold you tight
I’ll be there for you even if you call
In the middle of the night

I’ll be there for you when the rain won’t stop
Falling upon your life
I’ll wipe your tears and chase your fears
I’ll help you with your fight

I’ll do my best to protect you from harm
To keep you safe and well
And when you have a problem hidden
I’ll be the one you can tell

I’ll take your darkest night
And I’ll make it bright for you
And even if we are far apart
My heart will still be true

And even if I'm not here to stay

I wont give up… I’ll fight for us
Every hour of every day...

Pssssssst...

Pssssst...

 I have a secret to tell you.

I've been wanting to say it for awhile now but
I haven't gotten the courage to say it until today.

It involves you.

YES YOU SILLY!
No its NOT bad, so don't worry. 

But I don't think you're ready to hear it just yet.

What's that?

You are?!

Well are you sure?

Are you really really sure?

Haha, okay I believe you.

Well here it goes.

My secret is that I __________________________! 

Phew! That was really hard to say.

What was that? You didn't hear it?!

Well that's too bad I guess.

What do you mean you want me to say it again?!

I'm not gonna say it twice!
It was hard enough the first time!

Maybe you're just gonna have to figure it out yourself...

:)

Venting...

Christmas is just around the corner and I have so many things on my mind.

I am loaded with so much to work/tests/projects and so little time to do it that I wonder if I'll be able to keep up with it all.

To top it all off, lately I've been having my share of problems that I just don't need right now.

Why does it seem like whenever I need a break, or whenever I just need some time to think, something always happens that adds pressure to my already hectic life?

Honestly? Why can't I just catch a break for once?

Why does all this shit happen when I don't need it to?

To tell you the truth, I am so tired of feeling this way.

I am so tired of feeling like my best isn't good enough and that whatever I do doesn't come close to what you think I should be doing.

I'm tired of feeling confused, feeling afraid, feeling anything for you that makes me who I am.

I hate it and I hate feeling this way.

I'm done with you and it never felt so good...

Thought This Was Cute...

 Girl says:

I can’t promise you perfection cause that is not who I am. I can’t promise you forever, cause I don’t hold fate within my hands. I can’t promise you the sunshine, because I know there will be rain. I can’t promise you complete happiness, cause with true love, there comes pain. I can’t promise to always smile, cause life always has a way to make me cry. I can’t promise to always stand strong, cause it’s never easy to want to give life another try.

Guy says:

I know you’re not perfection. To me, you’re so much more. I know we may not have forever, So I treasure every moment with you, in case another one isn’t in store. Yes, I’d like the sunshine. But I’ll stand with you through the rain. Your happiness is my happiness. So I’ll do whatever I can to ease your pain. When I first saw you smile, I fell in love at once. And even deeper I fell, the first time I saw you cry. It was at that moment I realized, I wanted to protect you. And always be the one to wipe the tears from your eyes. I know that life is difficult, and has given you more than your fair share of pain and lies, but that’s why I’ll be your strength when yours falls broken… And give you my wings to fly...

:)

There are no words in this world that can express how you make me feel.

Whenever I wake up each morning and look at my phone all I can do is smile. 

We talk everyday and night about almost anything, until you fall asleep on me.

But that's okay.

Because you make my day by just simply greeting me "goodmorning."

Then we wake up and we do it all over again...

I hope it never ends

:)

19 Reasons To Be Thankful...

Last year, I made this really long list of all the things that I was most thankful for during that holiday season.

This year, I would like to do it again with a few major minor changes.

So here it goes.

1. First of all, I am most thankful for the Lord God, and for all the blessings that I have received during the course of my life.

2. I thankful for my parents, and for sacrificing so much to give me everything that I often take for granted.

3. I am thankful for my siblings Mariel, Jason & Kriselle for being the best siblings any kuya can ask for.

4. I am thankful for my Second Family, and for being the first people I turn to whenever I feel down or upset.

5. I am thankful for my friends, for always believing in me despite all the ups and downs of life and never giving up on me especially during the most difficult times.

6. I am thankful for the food that I eat.

       7. I am thankful for the clothes on my back.

      8. I am thankful for the roof over my head.

9. I am thankful for my education, because I know how difficult is to have an education in this world.

10. I am thankful for the talents that I have, and my ability to share my music with the people I love.

11. I am thankful for my health, and for being healthy despite the many people who constantly suffer from diseases and illnesses each and everyday.

12. I am thankful for my enemies/haters, because they  motivate and inspire me to be the best person I can be.

13. I am thankful for my Filipino heritage and the values and morals that come along with it.

14. I am thankful for my Lakers and for keeping the love of basketball in my heart.

15. I am thankful for mistakes, because they remind me that I'm not perfect and that's okay.

16. I am thankful for being able to have a job especially during these tough economic times.

17. I am thankful for Facebook, Myspace, Twitter, Tumblr, and Blogspot for enabling me to keep in touch with the people that I love so much.

18. I am thankful for being alive and for having the opportunity to experience and learn new things.

19. Last but not least, I am especially thankful for having you in my life, because you reminded me how beautiful life is when I first met you...